freedom: woman alone by thevacantgeneration, literature
Literature
freedom: woman alone
The great escape
at last awaits!
Soon there will only be
shadows of me
in all of the places
I used to go.
Little left to remind them of me
and in their heads only an echo.
Soon it will be hard to picture my face.
I am not of any place.
Not my cross to bear -
I've got nothing to hold me to
past, present, future.
Honorable no more by thevacantgeneration, literature
Literature
Honorable no more
Stranger in a strange place,
it's written in the lines of my face.
Out of touch, out of reach,
out of step, out of sync,
pass as you blink, I am lost in the ink
of the signs,
and the cars and the dimes
in the dirty hand of the homeless man
who bends, stands,
and takes a drink.
So now,
honorable no more,
I'm just trying to regain
the illusions of grandeur I had as a child.
Those times I would stretch out my arms like wings
and feel that wind rush through me like power.
Invincible,
I stood upon the rock.
I stood against the rushing air.
Braced,
feathers ruffling, head held high,
I stared beyond
Into the sky, vast and pur
Never did I know
the water could be so clean;
fish's dream.
That's the way it was before
but only this place is that way now
And it's hard to imagine:
This is the cleanest river I have ever seen
and out here
you don't hear a single damn machine,
not a sound from mankind,
No endless highway hum.
Silence.
Then life.
What have we done?
It's impossible to imagine
that everything was once like this.
Everywhere used to be beautiful.
So much for
civilization, convenience.
We've conventiently destroyed everything.
There is no longer a place
for mankind
on Earth.
Either the other lives will perish
or we die first.
Either way,
For some this is all it takes to seduce them away
Just another pretty face with nothing to say.
They live in a dream
Those who have never seen
That life is so brief
The shock - the disbelief
They can accept it,
Those who are dreaming
A life without truth,
Life without meaning.
People who are happy, people like them
All their grand successes seem such a trivial end.
But this is not how it is for you and I,
my love and I,
Black old death permeates our lives.
And it's true that we hurt the ones that we love the most
Our past mistakes shadow us, we cannot escape our ghosts.
You can say
anything you please
But it will not change
As if the space between us wasn't vast enough,
They are saying
with all the space between molecules,
the space between atoms,
and the space between fundamental subatomic particles,
which are, of themselves, surely mostly empty space,
nothing ever touches.
You never touched your mother,
not your friends, sister or brother,
And that day
when the sun was out on the ocean,
I never touched the water,
nor did my feet
touch that sand.
Touch -
the last of our senses
we thought we could trust -
is merely an illusion.
And I'm sick of everyone
and their delusions;
They think they know,
presume to know me,
when you and I , my dear,
decayed and dreaming by thevacantgeneration, literature
Literature
decayed and dreaming
That cold winter sun
burns weakly across the lower sky,
too sickly to push itself any higher.
Its icy white light
provides no respite from the chill in your bones
as winter proves
nothing new.
The same short day,
over and over, endlessly repeating,
black,
white,
and grey.
Black,
white,
and grey.
And I decay.
But in my dreams
it is warm, bright and green
And I follow the sun
as it sets,
west,
west, west.
I walk across the valley,
I walk over the mountains,
I walk until I reach the edge of the water,
vast, the ends of the earth,
And I keep walking,
toes in the sand,
into the shallows,
away from the land
into the la
The same length of time by thevacantgeneration, literature
Literature
The same length of time
Is it true that every being lives
the same length of time;
some live fast,
some live slow,
Their hourglass has a bigger hole;
the sand disappears quickly.
Does the spider crawling on my wall
live as long as I do, experience everything it needs to
its few days of life
as I am supposed to in all my years?
The day is very long for the spider.
But what about sudden death?
Is it possible for all of us
humans, even,
to live the same length of time?
Because she is gone now,
and it sure as hell doesn't seem like
her life was complete.
her time was up.
It seems like she should have had
twice as much time,
Like she only got to li
so god damn young by thevacantgeneration, literature
Literature
so god damn young
As I walk down the street,
thinking of the times and of
the white light of sun
that envelops everything around me
in its burning holy glove,
a switch goes on in my head
and my body is
stopped! frozen
while my soul electrifies,
its current running through every nerve and vein,
so strong I almost overload.
I am overcome with visceral yearning
for this unattainable vision of
"freedom"
whatever that may be.
They'll talk endlessly about
past times, the "good old days,"
when something, you know,
something was really happening,
but I see all these people around me -
so much passion, so much desperation,
so much brilliance -
unt
freedom: woman alone by thevacantgeneration, literature
Literature
freedom: woman alone
The great escape
at last awaits!
Soon there will only be
shadows of me
in all of the places
I used to go.
Little left to remind them of me
and in their heads only an echo.
Soon it will be hard to picture my face.
I am not of any place.
Not my cross to bear -
I've got nothing to hold me to
past, present, future.
Honorable no more by thevacantgeneration, literature
Literature
Honorable no more
Stranger in a strange place,
it's written in the lines of my face.
Out of touch, out of reach,
out of step, out of sync,
pass as you blink, I am lost in the ink
of the signs,
and the cars and the dimes
in the dirty hand of the homeless man
who bends, stands,
and takes a drink.
So now,
honorable no more,
I'm just trying to regain
the illusions of grandeur I had as a child.
Those times I would stretch out my arms like wings
and feel that wind rush through me like power.
Invincible,
I stood upon the rock.
I stood against the rushing air.
Braced,
feathers ruffling, head held high,
I stared beyond
Into the sky, vast and pur
Never did I know
the water could be so clean;
fish's dream.
That's the way it was before
but only this place is that way now
And it's hard to imagine:
This is the cleanest river I have ever seen
and out here
you don't hear a single damn machine,
not a sound from mankind,
No endless highway hum.
Silence.
Then life.
What have we done?
It's impossible to imagine
that everything was once like this.
Everywhere used to be beautiful.
So much for
civilization, convenience.
We've conventiently destroyed everything.
There is no longer a place
for mankind
on Earth.
Either the other lives will perish
or we die first.
Either way,
For some this is all it takes to seduce them away
Just another pretty face with nothing to say.
They live in a dream
Those who have never seen
That life is so brief
The shock - the disbelief
They can accept it,
Those who are dreaming
A life without truth,
Life without meaning.
People who are happy, people like them
All their grand successes seem such a trivial end.
But this is not how it is for you and I,
my love and I,
Black old death permeates our lives.
And it's true that we hurt the ones that we love the most
Our past mistakes shadow us, we cannot escape our ghosts.
You can say
anything you please
But it will not change
As if the space between us wasn't vast enough,
They are saying
with all the space between molecules,
the space between atoms,
and the space between fundamental subatomic particles,
which are, of themselves, surely mostly empty space,
nothing ever touches.
You never touched your mother,
not your friends, sister or brother,
And that day
when the sun was out on the ocean,
I never touched the water,
nor did my feet
touch that sand.
Touch -
the last of our senses
we thought we could trust -
is merely an illusion.
And I'm sick of everyone
and their delusions;
They think they know,
presume to know me,
when you and I , my dear,
decayed and dreaming by thevacantgeneration, literature
Literature
decayed and dreaming
That cold winter sun
burns weakly across the lower sky,
too sickly to push itself any higher.
Its icy white light
provides no respite from the chill in your bones
as winter proves
nothing new.
The same short day,
over and over, endlessly repeating,
black,
white,
and grey.
Black,
white,
and grey.
And I decay.
But in my dreams
it is warm, bright and green
And I follow the sun
as it sets,
west,
west, west.
I walk across the valley,
I walk over the mountains,
I walk until I reach the edge of the water,
vast, the ends of the earth,
And I keep walking,
toes in the sand,
into the shallows,
away from the land
into the la
The same length of time by thevacantgeneration, literature
Literature
The same length of time
Is it true that every being lives
the same length of time;
some live fast,
some live slow,
Their hourglass has a bigger hole;
the sand disappears quickly.
Does the spider crawling on my wall
live as long as I do, experience everything it needs to
its few days of life
as I am supposed to in all my years?
The day is very long for the spider.
But what about sudden death?
Is it possible for all of us
humans, even,
to live the same length of time?
Because she is gone now,
and it sure as hell doesn't seem like
her life was complete.
her time was up.
It seems like she should have had
twice as much time,
Like she only got to li
so god damn young by thevacantgeneration, literature
Literature
so god damn young
As I walk down the street,
thinking of the times and of
the white light of sun
that envelops everything around me
in its burning holy glove,
a switch goes on in my head
and my body is
stopped! frozen
while my soul electrifies,
its current running through every nerve and vein,
so strong I almost overload.
I am overcome with visceral yearning
for this unattainable vision of
"freedom"
whatever that may be.
They'll talk endlessly about
past times, the "good old days,"
when something, you know,
something was really happening,
but I see all these people around me -
so much passion, so much desperation,
so much brilliance -
unt
What is it in this that you cherish?
To capture and be captured by,
to fully satisfy
your monstrous human needs
without a thought for the famine-stricken next to you,
begging for gruel.
You hide ghosts of former friends in the back rooms,
stuffed closets locked.
The occasional cry escapes
to your ears as you sit
throned in material wealth.
You refuse to listen.
It's just the wind.
But they speak to you, voicing
those difficult questions
you never bothered to ask. How do you sleep?
But after all is said and done,
there is only one question left:
Will you have clean hands,
or have your hands cleaned?
Current Residence: I float along. Favourite genre of music: Always in flux. I dig what I dig. Favourite style of art: Something that speaks to me. Operating System: central nervous system MP3 player of choice: Fuck MP3. We must have vinyl. Shell of choice: My body is a shell, a temporary container for my mental being. Wallpaper of choice: Paint on the walls! Skin of choice: Mine, mine, mine. Favourite cartoon character: hobbes. Personal Quote: Oh! The trials and tribulations and trivialities we call our realities!
Favourite Movies
Stop Making Sense
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Patti Smith, talking heads, X, Pink Floyd, Jefferson Airplane, Velvet Underground, Robert Johnson
Favourite Writers
Ken Kesey, Anais Nin
Favourite Games
scrabble! Forget the games that people play with each other's minds.
Favourite Gaming Platform
The spining device that goes under the scrabble board.
Tools of the Trade
wrinkled hands, old soul
Other Interests
I'm searching for these lithe and graceful dazzling visionaries.
I had a mind of my own,
but I had to share it.
I had lots of time,
but no patience.
I had a miracle,
but I couldn't see it.
Now I have all this space
and nothing to put in it.
holy shit.
I just had the most insane and intense experience of my life last night. So, I hadn't shroomed in quite a while, and a friend of a friend of a friend made some chocolates. Everyone who'd had some of her first batch said it was a great trip and they were on top of the world and all that, but the chocolates in the new batch were a bit larger and a lot more potent and I probably should've only eaten half but I ate the whole damn thing, and not even 15 minutes later it started kicking in. Hard.
It started out great. Grinning like an idiot, seeing all these cool little skulls in the rocks in our firepit, my friends' voices echoing
I suddenly lost interest in this. I'm in a state where I cannot possibly get enough human contact and I just need to talk or listen and or theorize endlessly and I'm at a loss for words and pictures to .. ah.. distract negative emotions, etc. etc., and life as was is not currently doing it for me. So if you actually pay attention to little old me, don't expect too much. Art's dead. Poetry's dead. I'm braindead. Fuck it.
Joan Osborne, however, is not dead:
"..And I know you like the back of my hand
with a stamp that says I paid to get in
And yes I am your television show
and you're the nicest place I've ever been.."
And for a random
Thank you very much for the on [link] . I'm pleased that it spoke to you in a way, especially since, judging by the variety of your work and favorites, you seem to be an all-round artist,appreciating and finding value in different forms of creation.
I just wanted to say that I read one of your writings, for the life of me I can't remember which one, it is on my favorites...it really touched me. I had a sister that went to Iraq, I hated it..it hurt her in many ways, and I had no love for Mr. Bush. Thank you....
thanks for the comments the picture of the boy with the green eyes was taken & edited over a year and a half ago. i don't use borders and such anymore. was edited back in the days when i was like 'I CAN PHOTOSHOP SO I'M GONNA GO OVER THE TOP WITH EVERYTHING, YAY' haha.
but thanks alot for the compliment fashion photography is actually something i would love to get into in future. i started photographic studies college in melbourne in just over a month so hopefully i can better myself and my work and maybe make a name for myself someday so thankyou !